i feel really disconnected from everyone. talking with anyone besides family has become really difficult. even talking on im or anything like that is hard. just an observation. i’ve been told to participate at school but i’m not sure that i want to. it holds no interest for me at this point. yet i am also unhappy with the fact that it holds no interest for me. i should be out there interacting with people, not living my life before a screen.
i haven’t been talking my medication as often as i should. i think that’s probably a lot of the problem. sometimes i don’t want to take it. it helps me but sometimes i’m not sure that i want to he helped.
i miss you gabs. luv yah