i’m no longer sick. i’m glad it never got too bad. would have been miserable to get something that would take weeks to get over.
i never linked the fanfiction and somebody expressed interest in it. i’ll put it on my writing site but i’ve been working on some scripts (nerd!). so here they are: it bled red (a draco/pansy strange sort of thing, rated r) and only tom (a tom/ginny cos story, rated r, non-con – sort of). the links are on my self-injury message board, just a warning.
i’ve been fighting with my dad a lot lately. to the point where i’m shrieking and he’s screaming. to the point where he gets so furious he could break something or, i don’t know, hurt me. he wouldn’t but sometimes i wonder if he would if i pushed him far enough. if it had been before he might have. except this is his last strike and there will be no more chances for him. no chances for me, either, if i don’t get under control. i don’t fight that way with anybody else. most other people i get mad but don’t rage. i’ll walk away next time. that’s what i keep telling myself.
i’m going to be working both christmas eve and christmas day. fun. will probably work new years, too. at least they’ll pay extra on christmas day. especially since it’s the most hellish day of the year at work.
well, happy holidays (generic, i know) to everyone. hope it’s a good one.
Mrrg. I hate fighting with parents. Definately not an uplifting thing to do during the holidays. It sucks that you have to work on Christmas eve and day. Not fair. I hope that you get some sort of respite soon.
I got a few days of doing utterly nothing. Less fighting because dad is working and/or sleeping most of the time.