my mouth hurts. i didn't take my medication and now i'm just clenching my teeth. i have it in my pocket. i'm going to take it. i just really wanted to finish something up. i shouldn't have done that but i'm going to be busy. at least with the comic spirit paper coming up. also, having to finish up the paradise lost essay.
i was working on my personal site. had put it aside for ages and finally went through and fixed it up. deleted thousands of spam from the guestbook through phpmyadmin. at least now i have anti-spam sort of measures on the new one. not that that will stop everything but it should stop me from getting over two thousand pieces of spam.
i'm shaking. withdrawal. i really think i am a form of addict to this medication. really sad. i'll take it. i just did. good. i should be going to sleep soon.
i wrote a poem. a pastoral so it was different than most of mine. i couldn't help but insert a person in it but no major human conflict. it's been raining so much lately so i really haven't much to write about for the traditional pastoral. with the green grass and sun and trees.
