i remember why i tried killing myself two weeks after high school graduation. without work or school i am rudderless. really sad.
i turned in my portfolio on the last day. i always begin it with an image i've created. it's tradition by now. digital art is something i turn to when my poetic muse has left. or when there's a new harry potter movie/book. i edited about eight poems. not deep editing but adding and removing and clarifying a bit.
i've put together one digital art. i have to upload it. once i saw that picture of the mirror i knew i had to work with it. don't get too many good mirror photographs that are stock.
i'm also finally going to release my form script. it's done pretty well, so far. at the beginning it got tons of spam but i've kept adding features. there's one i hesitate to add but am going to make optional, which is the use of javascript. i'm not sure if it makes me strange or not but i automatically reject javascript on all sites unless i manually ok it. sort of a pain but it makes me feel more secure (probably doesn't make much of a difference). the script doesn't use the regular sessions because, well, i originally made it for *me* and i hate it when sessions are used in forms. when i try to press back if there's an error all my data is gone. in firefox, at least, without sessions it'll still be there. all except passwords. just a personal peeve, i guess.
i haven't written anything since last week. i'm hoping it's just a temporary thing. i want to write a good poem or maybe a good fanfiction.
