i've been gone most of the day(s) since friday to anime expo. i couldn't go today because i had an appointment with my psychiatrist and i didn't want to chance being late. it's been a lot of fun. watched 'howl's moving castle' and a few others. i was going to buy a shirt that said 'i <3 yaoi' or a fruits basket t-shirt. so far i haven't really spent any money expect on a 'gunslinger girl' wall scroll. i need to put up my 'hellsing', 'fruits basket' and 'gunslinger girl' wall scrolls in my room. i really should.
it's been a bit difficult dealing with being in a room with so many people. i've been anxious a lot of the weekend but it's good for me. i can't just hide at home forever because people scare me.
i'm doing a bit of cover design for a poetry chapbook. exciting! it's literally the highlight of my week.
the anger has gone down a bit. i did a lot of screaming in my head but kept it carefully inside. i was just so anxious with so many people. i guess i felt a little obligated to stick around longer than i wished because i was the 'ride'. i haven't gotten into a screaming match with anyone except my father for like a week. that's a lot better than the previous week in which i was biting everyone's head off.
i haven't been inspired to write. it's just so hot here. it makes me so sleepy and uninspired. i need air conditioning. please.
