i feel rather embarrassed about my loss of touch with reality. it was the first time it happened so completely that every fiber of my being believed the things i was babbling to my mother. i've had my brushes with paranoia but i always thought those were just pack and parcel with being me. just, i lost it. for a few days.
i'm embarrassed to tell the doctor. he's a good doctor but i just feel stupid about my reactions to a lot of things. i mean, i feel i functioned pretty well for being almost completely out my mind with fear, but… i don't know, it's embarrassing for me to let people see me lose control. i'm vulnerable at those moments and anything could have made me crumble, it felt.
i'm promising myself to call the doctor tomorrow. i really don't think this medication is as effective. maybe try a new one because i'm sure not going back on the old one.
i brushed my hair (lost quite a bit because of all the tangles), my teeth, washed my clothes, took a shower, etc. it helped me feel halfway human again
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