finally after being pissed that it didn’t look like certain entities weren’t being processed i rewrote the entire ‘cleaning’ function in phpFan. i discovered it still wasn’t working and found that multi-dimensional arrays don’t work with array_filter. ugh! now everything is fixed and working smoothly on my side.
i’m reworking my quotes script so it will be publically consumable. i know there’s other one’s out there but none of them ever worked the way i wanted them to. :/
my parents are getting divorced. i’m mostly numb to the fact now. dad moved out today. at the beginning he wanted us to move out.
i’m still going to partial hospitalization. there’s this person who keeps asking me out and i keep saying no. i’m just not in the right mind frame for a relationship. i don’t want to turn mean on him but i may have to if he doesn’t take me seriously.
there’s this guy i’m talking to on the phone every day. not for long but longer than the majority of my phone conversations. i hope we remain friends after i leave the program.
i guess that the bottom line is that i don’t want a relationship right now. no matter how much these men want to see me i’m not wanting a relationship. i never considered myself some sort of beauty queen but three men interested in me within three weeks? i keep looking around and asking myself if they’re desperate.
