i’ve been online more in the past three days than i was over the past month. just, i completely lost interest in the internet. i was tired of spending my whole day online. the release of the last harry potter book changed that. i love hearing what people think of the book and seeing fanfiction based on the new canon pop up. though i do have to say i’m not a fan of AS/S (Albus Severus/Scorpius) but the name always gives me a good giggle.
i haven’t been writing much because most of my writing takes place before the computer and, as i said, wasn’t on the computer much. only wrote two poems in the past month or so. not even my best work because i haven’t been practicing.
i signed up for fall semester of school so i’m officially going back at the end of august. i’m both looking forward to it and dreading it. i’m dreading the group project that is guaranteed to be required. at least i’m not going out of my mind the way i was last semester. no more voices, no more paranoia. i have been wishing i was dead but i’m far from suicidal. just dissatisfied with my life and wishing it was over. i hope i’m over it by the time school begins.
just smoking hookah, complaining, going to anime expo, devising every possible reason to get out of the house.
Apart from the smoking hookah part (I suppose it refers to something drug-like), the end of your story sort of reminds me of mine. It’s hard to go back to school and actually want to study again, I’m yet to face it.
AS/S sounds like something borderline insane, as we’d barely heard of them. But then again, to me all the /s are insane.
Either way, as I had not found any ways of contacting you on any of your websites, I have to ask here, so forgive my rudeness. I was wondering how can I change my email address and website at the MySQL fanlisting, as I have no access to my email address anymore…? I had also left you some bug reports on PHPFan.
I’ve e-mailed you.
No worries about any potential rudeness.