a happy new year to everyone. this year has been a good one to me, at least the second half was. the first three/four months involved a lot of mental health issues but, now, with the medication i’m doing better than i have since i was very young. i’m only twenty-four but i was dealing with a lot of psychological issues since my early teens.
i was going to go to a new years celebration of sorts but the plans fell through because it was too expensive.
i’m starting school again on wednesday. forty hours compressed into ten days, should be all right. lots of books for the class, though. fiction and film involves some movie watching, at least. then school again at the end of january for the start of spring semester. i have all english classes so should be all right.
i’m currently doing a lot of updates/bugfixes/changes for phpfan. version 3.3.0 should be out when i finish up. some ajax added, new templates, new features. not completely drastic but it has a new look, too.
here’s some of the digital art i’ve done in the past few months.
you will bloom like her heart through the blouse in the back of the ambulance
stock: spectralfairystock
textures: rain harbour, :: exposed ::
brushes: fabricate-stock
quote: Steps Ascending – Thursday

the snow came down last night like moths
image: tuku-stock, cardboard-stock
quote: First Snow in Alsace – Richard Wilbur

a woman like that is not afraid to die
stock: cosmiksquirelstock, poisongrin
textures: ex-posed, rain harbour
quote: Her Kind – Anne Sexton

we are as flowers unfolding
stock: night-fate-stock, intergalacticstock, sassy-stock
textures: ex-posed

i hear the guards call my name
stock: stockii, black-ofelia-stock
texture: intuitive art
quote: take to the sky – tori amos

the girl who never wrote back
stock: empatia-stock, cybergranny-stock
textures: sanami276, omahastock, ro-stock
brush: chokingonstatic

holds it in her hand
stock: intergalacticstock, sheisprettystock
quote: Capitães da Areia – Jorge Amado

indifferent to life itself
stock: foureyestock, hilarykeller






I really like “we are as flowers unfolding”. The red balloon stands out very nicely against the grey sky