and i sing at the top of my lungs

school is fucking brilliant. i hate walking to classes but once i'm there and listening it's great. i have an essay due thursday and one due on the eighth. probably by then another essay will be due for american 20th century literature. another play to see. i need to get tickets.

i get to see amy and laura on the weekend! maybe rodeo drive or maybe the street with all those stars. i wonder how i'll manage to drive to la. if i could do it last year, though, i'll get through it this year.

i've started reading 'satan says' (i think, i'm too lazy to go upstairs) by sharon olds. i need to type up the hitler poem.

it's really strange. i was all angsty and angry and happy over the weekend and now i feel at a bit more manageable level. not happy but not

ugh. house is touching some pre-legal girl. 

the cannibals & poetry

i just watched the play by george tabori. it was oftentimes vulgar and left me with a choking sensation. despite the fact it was obviously made on a low budget it was moving. sometimes the effects were so ridiculous i'd normally have laughed but the actors kept the play going and it was hard to look away.

C’è un Führer nel buco del culo dei migliori di noi.

vulgar but true.
i should look at what we need to write the paper. i have three papers due, then a fourth. i'm bracing myself. i'm loving all my classes, even the theatre class i expected to hate. sometimes it does get a bit tedious but it's also enlightening. i expected to hate whitman. instead he's my favorite poet of the one's we've gotten through so far in that particular course. he's very up front and sexual and very much about transcending the mundane. i still hate his brooklyn bridge poem. bleh.

i'm reading david hernandez's new book of poems. i'm so glad that i got to meet him last year and got to hear him read. the poems are a lot darker overall than they were in his last book.

got to see the doctor tomorrow. or maybe the therapist. 

Commented: Daniel gabrielle