tomorrow is my physics final. the last final of the semester. i drop off my poetry portfolio, take my physics final and then am free for over a month. one whole month to try to finish up my personal site and to finish up my writing site. also, i need to get out of the house more. during the semester i have few days off so i rarely want to go out and do something complicated because i’m tired.

i have to buy my family presents. already got my mom her gift. i don’t have much money to spare but i want to get everyone else something nice. i hope i’ll get to see my grandmother on christmas. i’ll probably work, though. christmas day is hell at work.

i’m dragging my feet. i have to finish my portfolio up tonight. too bad i don’t get to read her reactions to my work. i edited the old stuff to make it easier to read. i’m so glad that i don’t have to limit what i write about. i’ve not included anything really explicit but it’s not all kid-friendly, either. a nice balance. i hope my professor next semester also is as open to my type of writing.

bah. i need to stop wasting time. i’ll most likely scrape by or fail physics because we need to put together our own equations out of the equations given to get the answer. i just can’t seem to be able to process that sort of thing. i can work with equations given but manipulating those equations? no.