i’ve been studying for classes and writing essays weeks before they are due. i want to stay ahead instead of resorting to last minute panic and badly written work. my women and popular culture class is pretty interesting, the week before we were covering film noir and this week lesbian representation in film.

heroes owns my soul. i’ve resorted to making fanart and subscribing to lots of communities for my fanfic fix. i only started watching this season and lots of people are disappointed with this season but i’m still enjoying it. i can’t really get into much of the slash beyond peter/nathan and peter/adam, this is one of my mainly het fandoms, i guess.

i keep seeing the trailers for beowulf and wondering why the hell they’re playing up angelia jolie so much. she’s playing the mother monster, right? that wasn’t the biggest part of the poem. i’ll admit i haven’t read beowulf in about a year and a half so i could be fuzzy on characters but angelina jolie just annoys me. i liked her in girl, interrupted but just about everything else grates on my nerves.

i’ve been doing all right. sort of anti-social right now but i’m trying to make an effort to get out of the house. everything is fine, no delusions, no paranoia, no real depression. i have gotten back into an old self-destructive habit but i’m working on it. i don’t see a therapist anymore but i’m considering going in for a session or two to work on that setback.